I blog for NO purpose. IF you don't feel comfortable reading this then don't. STOP telling people how STUPID I sound everytime I post something up. Seeking for sympathy is just NOT me. I just want your respect. These feelings are just so true to forget. It's my blog. my life. my words. my choice!
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Mally
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A'a
Izaa
Nuar
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Aryf
Emma
Barizah
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MY
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Hifney
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13:12

it's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece.. you make me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't be.. I never know what you see.. but there's something in the way you look at me.. sigh. I miss you! I wanna hear from you again!

hello again people.
01.12- World Aid's Day! "Respect and Protect". You can make a difference! Together we can end HIV prejudice! Let's all make this happen! :)

It's December and nothing changed a bit! I want 2007. I want him :( ohwell. I'll just pray for the better. I hope things will turn out well for me. Amin. Ohh I'll be home soon and I'm up for lunch, hi-tea, dinner, movies, etc! Just as long as the parents let me. Alhamdulillah the parents are now more understanding :) especially my mum. Mum was the one who comforted me thruout the pain. I was hiding everything from my mum not until last summer when I couldn't help it I burst into tears and told her everything. Everything about him. Everything we've been through but I avoided mentioning his name. He was the first guy I told my mum about :) but at one point I was shocked when babu said, "Yatah kau lai.. inda pandai kali.." I was, "WHATTTTTTT???!". I was hardly out with the friends coz they wouldn't let me. Meeting him was hard, I had to lie to my parents before I could even get to see him! That was bad. Seriously, I was never comfortable lying to my parents about it. Sadly, that wasn't appreciated! I thought I was stronger then- when my mum told me to just forget things and believe that there is always a brighter side to look at. Unfortunately, I'm helpless still up to today and what dissapoints me most is the fact that he doesn't even care anymore. I have completely lost him. He has really pushed me that far but all I want is to be closer! It's funny that I'm not even his friend anymore. Oh well.

Just so you know, I'm no longer using my dst line. The number I'm using still is +673811**63. :) Text me if kan bawa jalan. I don't even know if I still have friends back home! HAHAHA. SAD! Should be home by 3rd week of December! InsyaAllah. To those of you having your exams after the Christmas break, GOOOD LUCK! :) I'm proud to have escaped from sitting for any exams this year!

I've been needing you lately!
IMISSYOU!
xo