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I blog for NO purpose. IF you don't feel comfortable reading this then don't. STOP telling people how STUPID I sound everytime I post something up. Seeking for sympathy is just NOT me. I just want your respect. These feelings are just so true to forget. It's my blog. my life. my words. my choice!
;DD

z i m a H . s
<3
Bruneian. October 1988. An Undergraduate. BSc(Hons)Health and Social Care. Loves Sociology Hates Psychology. BIG is beautiful ;)

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Nuar
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MY
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Fyad
Syahmi
Hifney
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Hadee
Zaim
Areeve

the only one thing I hold on to..
Monday, 30 March 2009
15:08
hello readers.

Uni's finally on a break for the next 4 weeks! hooooray! Not that I don't have work to do but at least I don't have to wake up too early for classes. I hate mornings! : ) Btw, this is just gonna be a short one. I'm on someone else's laptop coz my laptop's not working properly. sigh. I hope it will survive tho. Well atleast for the next two months because I still have 4 major assignments due after easter.

I don't have any new updates. Heart is here. HAHAHAHA. apakan heart? j/k. Mum's gonna kill me if she reads this. FULLSTOP. I actually wanted to blog about something else but I don't know if I should. I want to make sure that I convey the right message because words may easily be misinterpreted or maybe I should just admit that I'm not good with words! I'll think about it. :p maybe next time.

This is for a friend- you know who you are. Sorry I didn't get to call you back tadi after dinner.

'Be strong! I know it's tough but you have to believe that you can go through this. There are so many splendid things in this world that you deserve more. This is just the beginning to the better days ahead of you. Life is filled with so many blessings and we should really make the most of every little blessings. I'm not saying that it's gonna be easy but trust me you're gonna sail through this.' Huggggs. I'll speak to you again soon ok? Jangan menangis!

xo
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH <3


5-0 :)
Sunday, 22 March 2009
14:11
When you walk through a storm, Hold your head up high, And don't be afraid of the dark. At the end of a storm, There's a golden sky, And the sweet silver song of a lark. Walk on through the wind, Walk on through the rain, Though your dreams be tossed and blown, Walk on, walk on, With hope in your heart, And you'll never walk alone

You'll never walk alone...

Hello everibadehh.

How have you been? Hope you're all well and Happy! Eventhough there are things that have upset you, there's no reason for you not to feel happy. eh apakan ni? that was random. hehe. I admit so many things have upset me. FULLSTOP.

I haven't been posting any proper post this lately the reason being myself not engaging in any social activities! Hence, I have nothing new to share. GILAAAA. 2nd year of Uni = ZERO SOCIAL LIFE! The weather's been lovely the past few days but my poor self has not been able to enjoy the sun. :( pffft. I can't wait for the break now although I still have essays to work on. Loads to look forward to. BUCKET LOADS! ;) The city of love..
inda pulang kan becium. HAHAHA. butthisissweeet.


source: google images. :)
I also have tickets to Jason Mraz's Live in Birmingham this April. YAYY but I think I'm not going. HAHAHA. Don't ask me why. I hope I'll change my mind tho.

Anyhooo, I can't wait to be home again and get myself away from all this stressors. June yes June. InsyaALLAH. Mudahan pass. AMIN.

Off for a quick nap then it's work againn.
xo
in his arms~


30.10.
Friday, 20 March 2009
17:24
only our best will do. :)

xo
I've done so much wrong. Give me strength to carry on.


:)
Wednesday, 18 March 2009
18:28
itdoesn'tmatterbecauseeverything'sgonnabefine.

xo
kenapa complicated ani kan?


stressssss
Tuesday, 17 March 2009
16:28
9 more days to Easter break!! wuhooooo.

& Hadi's gonna be here soon. I hope. :)

I'm still working on a report that's due in tomorrow morning! Taking a break now.

Was browsing thru my pictures from my recent Manchester, Liverpool and Newcastle trip a while ago. seronok eh. Newcastle dan kamu. :)

I miss the crowd too. Love the place. Love the people. Love you. :) eh apakan?

Bah I'm back to workkkkk.

xo
hanya untuk luahkan rinduku padanya~


rapuh~
Sunday, 15 March 2009
17:30
Kau tak tahu betapa rapuhnya aku
Bagai lapisan tipis air yang beku
Sentuhan lembut kan hancurkan aku
Walaupun cinta tak sempurna menghampiriku seketika
Kuingin kau tahu betapa rapuhnya aku

Kau tak tahu betapa rapuhnya aku
Masih terasa luka di masa lalu
Ku pernah mencintai sepenuh hati
(namun cinta itu lari)

Dan aku terluka
Luka membekas
Bekas membuat
Buat slamanya
Selamanya ku
Ku kan selalu
Ku kan selalu rapuh

Kau ingin tunjukan kepada dunia
Tak hanya ada karena masa lalu
Tapi masih ada harapan bagi yang baru

Kau tawarkanku sejuta harapan
Namun kenangan itu tak pernah hilang
Kuingin kau tahu betapa rapuhnya aku

Kau datang bagai hujan
Basahi tanah hati
Tapi kau lihat sendiri
Luka ini.....


YES. I miss you.

xo
closer..


Red Nose Day
Saturday, 14 March 2009
02:01
It was Red Nose Day yesterday and I was all happy for uni despite yesterday being Friday!

The reason behind this eagerness is because of...



this piece of Stella McCartney limited edition tee!

I love it! This one has Madonna on it. I love the beatles/morecambe and wise edition too but only have enough KACHING to buy myself the Madonna one. hehe. booo.

Yesterday, two of my lecturers wore those funny hats you'd normally wear to watch a football match. Caliii! kalau urang bising ya gagar kepalanya supaya the bells atu bebunyi. HAHAHA.

Anyhooos, It is the Comic Relief team that brings Red Nose Day in. It's a day where you just need to do something funny for money. Comic Relief is a British Charity Organisation which in general help to fight poverty.

I've just recently knew this. nyehehe.

I didn't get to buy myself the red nose! I desperately want the red nose tapi inda tau where I can get them. Rupanya di Sainsbury banyak! :(

xo
bila rasaku ini rasamu


work work work
Friday, 13 March 2009
01:31
....then you, then Paris, then Milan, then work work and work again, then New York, then HOME!! InsyaAllah.

To Mimim and jajah: Datang sini wah! kalau mahal kamu ke london dulu and then from london ambil coach ke sini. :P i loves you and newcastle too. Cinta newcastle sangat sangat. Eh ada match this easter break? AKU MAU LIAT DI ST JAMES'. tell me when and how much. kalau kamu dua sponsor buleh jua. nyehehe. ;p

xo
mengenangmu~


Newcastle on a Match day :) mengenangmu~
Tuesday, 10 March 2009
14:46













Many thanks to my pretty ladies, jajah and mimim and ofcourse NAWI bakal cousin-in-law saya. InsyaAllah. :D

To a friend: I would've bought you something you really want if only...

meski ku tak tahu~ lagi~ engkau ada di..mana~ dengarkan aku... ku merindukanmu~ saat aku mencoba merubah sgalanyaa~ saat aku meratapi kekalahanku~ aku... ingin engkau selalu ada~ aku... ingin engkau aku kenang~

To Hadi, me likes this song, don't ask me why I put it up. :) I love you.


xo
mengenangmu~


=)
Sunday, 8 March 2009
16:55
Selamat Menyambut Maulidurrasul everyone!

xo
imissyou


yesterday
Wednesday, 4 March 2009
06:30
..was never a regret
..has taught alot
..will never be tomorrow
..remains memories

:)

xo
ilyHtyfabtfmttgtabt!


February '09
Monday, 2 March 2009
02:36
fathhbook suckth. been wanting to upload pictureth but nda dapat. BOOOOO.

Ini untuk si Hadi yang sangat cerewet hendak tengok. ;p I love you! laju laju tah datang here! :D

Manchester


Liverpool


Hartshead Moor


This one paling banyak gambar but there will be a special post only for pictures in Newcastle. For now, two saja dulu. ;) Credits to Jajah, Mimah and Nawi

Newcastle




Pictures of us di St James' Park stadium will be uploaded nanti!

Finally, Edinburgh, Scotland!


xo
Ilove.love.you ;)