I blog for NO purpose. IF you don't feel comfortable reading this then don't. STOP telling people how STUPID I sound everytime I post something up. Seeking for sympathy is just NOT me. I just want your respect. These feelings are just so true to forget. It's my blog. my life. my words. my choice!
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my girls
Mally
Suhara
Amal Mahali
A'a
Izaa
Nuar
Amar
Aryf
Emma
Barizah
Lime
Daus
MY
The Bibis
Jack
Mase
Hafiz
Nazurah
Izah
Fyad
Syahmi
Hifney
Cheetea
Khy
Hadee
Zaim
Areeve

11:57

....But i'm doin it~It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and i'm alone~Still harder gettin up,gettin dressed,livin with this regret~But i know if i could do it over~I would trade, give away all the words that i saved in my heart that i left unspoken~What hurts the most,was being so close~And having so much to say~And watchin you walk away~Never knowing~what could have been~And not seein that lovin youuu~is what i was tryin to do~

hello people.

So what are you all up to? The cbox has been quiet for quite some time. :(

and so is my life..! empty! It's always sad to wake up every morning and realise that every day is just the same. sigh. oh well. what more?

I'm hardly on MSN anymore because I'm busy with MS WORD! pressure! Next Monday is December. I have nothing to look forward to other than home but it's not gonna happen until the third week of December. :( I don't want 2009. I want 2007. Things were so much fun so much easier. sleep was better. Everything was better and the best part- he was there for me everytime I needed him.

xo

"tell me you don't know how painful it is for me. tell me if you knew this would happen you wouldn't have let me down. tell me it wasn't my mistake it was just your reason. tell me something that will pull me out of this circle."