nothing can change the way I feel..
Thursday, 18 December 2008
10:16
Hello blog.
It's back again to where we used to be. just you and me. No readers! Decided to restrict people for the time being. For a reason that you probably wouldn't understand. Dearest blog, I've never told you how special you are. For you I am able to express everything with evidence. Sincerely speaking, these feelings are too true to deny. For whatever reasons I cannot be with the one I truly love, never have I tried to mess with people's happiness. Even if you think I have, it was never my intention. I still believe this feeling will take time to fade. Neither you nor I know where we are now but trust me Allah has an answer to this pain and I'm here waiting for it to happen.
I've decided to restrict you from public viewing not because of guilt. -Let's not create a mess in someone's life.. someone who was once a part of us..
Dearest blog, we've been thru a lot. I think I've had enough of 2008. Don't wanna say goodbye just yet but the pain is more than enough to bear.
I love you.
We love you.
and I still miss him.
I'll be away for a while. Wish me a safe flight. The next time I log in I'll be in Brunei :) my home. a country that has witnessed alot of my love.
xo
iloveyou